You want to know what's wrong with me? REALLY? well here it is. I have very low self-esteem, I am worthless and unimportant. I am often abused verbally and I am now offended very easily. I do not call myself "pretty" "beautiful" or any of that crap because I think I'm the ugliest person on the planet. I have no friends who really LISTEN or CARE. I don't trust ANYONE because they always let me down in the end. I am alone because I only trust myself. I can't talk about anything with anyone or anything except for my journal. I can't even like a guy because none of them even consider liking me back so I gave up on that weeks ago; Plus nobody I tell supports me. They always tell me the negatives and the bad things that could happen with me and my decision. Love is a fairytale no matter what anyone says. It doesn't exist in my mind.I always have my headphones in because they are the only thing good in my life. My sister is more mature than me and my parents love her more than they do me. I've been a christian all my life but I don't see anything good coming from that. It's like the bible and Jesus and everyone else tries to tell you all the things wrong with you, and expect you to be perfect. I have no idea what I'm doing with my life other than trying to survive each dreadful, lifeless day. I am drowning in a world of hurt and tears. I feel like I'm screaming and screaming for help but who's there? NO ONE. I think I'm fat (not attention-grabbing), I just do so sometimes I go without meals. I'm not anorexic but I do skip meals often. I feel invisible even when there's a million people surrounding me. Every time I try to say something I'm interrupted so I don't even try. I suck at school and all my "friends" are better than me at it. I have no place in life and wish I was honestly gone. The world would be a better place without me in it..
 

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