people dont understand how hard it is to get
over someone you like for so long and literally love them. watch them walk away like its
nothing when it takes you years to and still not recover. nobody
understands how much it hurts me. how hard it is on a daily
basis. to see my friends fall in love and have bfs and kisses and
not me. because all u want to do is be with that one person. but you cant. you cant
because they've walked away. then u think theres something
wrong with you. honestly. and your forced to fake a fake smile
everyday to show everyone that your strong and okay and nothing
is wrong anymore, when really all u want them to do is help u and
ask if you are okay, because im not okay. i want
a new beging without him in it for the best and want to move on
now, but i cant cause no one likes me. its so incredibly
hard and i honestly cannot
take one bit of this
