I
miss you.
I miss how
you'd put your hand on the small of my back walking in the
halls. And the shocked looks we'd get. Yea, I couldn't believe
it either.
I miss how
you'd always look for me in the halls, because I know I did
too.
I
miss how you'd always walk me to class. Even if
it was just on the way. You didn't have to, but you
did.
I miss how
you'd come see me during break and lunch. You'd leave your
friends for me because I was too shy.
Actually, I
just miss not seeing you at school anymore.
I miss you
texting me non-stop while I was at dance or at the gym telling
me to hurry up because you missed me. I missed you too, don't
worry.
I miss you texting me good morning and good
night every day. You were always the first and
last.
I miss you
texting me apologizing non-stop for falling asleep mid
conversation. It did happen a lot.
I miss you texting me all day. You were
always the first person I texted whenever something
happened.
Actually, I
just miss texting you.
I miss those
quick pecks you'd give me, where I could feel your smile on my
lips.
I miss those
long, drawn out kisses. The ones that gave me those butterflies
in my stomach.
I miss those
kisses where you'd try to shut me up because I started
babbling. Even though it never worked.
I miss those
kisses on the top of my head when we were cuddling. They were
the best.
Actually, I
just miss your kisses altogether.
I miss how
you'd trace circles on my hand when we held hands. I'll never
forget the feeling.
I miss how
you'd gently rub my back when we'd cuddle. It could seriously
put me to sleep. But, in a good way.
I miss how
you'd play with my hair. Even though it always got in the way,
you loved my hair for some reason.
I miss how
you'd tickle me just because you loved making me laugh. Yea, it
wasn't funny at the time.
Actually, I
just miss every little touch.
I miss you
arguing with me on who was funnier. I still think I
was.
I miss you
telling me I was pretty, whether I was wearing a skirt or
sweats. It made me feel beautiful.
I miss you
making fun of me and giving me stupid nicknames. No matter how
much I said I hated it, I didn't.
I miss you flirting with me bugging me
in PE class. The whole PE department found out about us because
of that. They still like to bug me.
Actually, I just miss us
talking.
I miss that look you'd get in your eyes
before you'd kiss me. Like you were asking for permission. Not
that you had to.
I miss
that look you'd get when you would look for me and finally see
me. Yea, I noticed it. Mine was probably
worse.
I miss that look you'd get when you caught me
doing something stupid, and couldn't help but laugh.
I'm sure that happened plenty of times.
I miss that look you'd get whenever we were
together. I hope you could see that look on my face
too.
Actually, I
just miss how you'd look at
me.
Imissyou.
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CauseISeeSparksFly · 1 decade ago
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I wanna say I'm glad I can relate to someone about this, but really its not all that great. :/ But it gets better, don't worry. :) <3