it doesn't matter
i dont get why
i dont get how
i dont understand
can someone tell me now
crying doesnt work
hope leaves me hopeless
and hurt will hurt more as the pain grows
do i look indistructiabel to you
i may
i might
i could even act it
but the truth
i am every inch like you
my pain is real
i feel the hurt it is not fake
i dont get it
i am confussed
tell me why i am singing the heart ake blues
ill stay up at night
eating candy bars
and ull be with other people promising them mars
i dont get why
i dont know how
i am not indistructiabel this u should know by now
i live
i breath
i eat
i drink
and mabey sometimes i forget to think
but this i have thought over
a million times in my head
each to makeing a brain cell dead
i dont wanna write this
i dont wanna fight
i dont wanna u to be all i think about at night
i thought we were friends that much is true
but now i think of it i am through i am completly done with you
the things u do inject posin into me
and eventually it will kill me
tearing me apart from the inside out
till i scream
till i freak
and break out
mabey thats what it will take to make me become free mabey thats all u neeeded to know about me
mabey it wasnt
and mabey u dont care
but i just wanted u to no i breath airrr...... </3