Sometimes i feel like no one really cares, no one ever did. I feel like no one would ever come save me from the things people say to me. What do i do?
My friends aren't even my friends anymore. They think i'm just some in person that is too pre-occupied with softball to care about others. I'd always say to them, if you were in any trouble or hurt i'd be there in a heartbeat. I guess that's too hard to understand. I'd drop anything, anything at all. 
My best friend John thinks i don't have any time to talk anymore. He immediately thinks that because i have softball pactically everyday. I'm not too busy. I love him to death, but he's becoming too much for me..what do i do?

Witty girls (and guys) please help me:(