Ugh, I don't know what to do anymore.
I am SO sick of being alone all the time.
I am lonely.
I can't say I'm UNhappy,
but I'm not really happy AT ALL, at the same time.
I have all these little crushes, but everytime i hear that someone likes me,
I BACK OFF! what the hell right?
Well, the truth is...I'm SUPER picky.
I want the type of guy I read about in my books.
I want that strong, safe harbor.
I want a beautiful guy.
I'm not the prettiest, and I know that no guy like that will EVER go for a girl like me.
But thats what I want.
And i want it soooooo dang bad that, well.
im letting myself be lonely until i find what i want....
Isn't that HORRIBLE?!