I STILL MISS MY EX ALBERTO HE
PASSED AWAY SIX YEARS AGO MAYBE IF YOU WOULD HAVE NOT LEFT
THINGS WOULD HAVE BEEN DIFFERENT, I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT
YOU... I REMEMBER THAT DAY AS IF IT WAS YESTERDAY SITTING IN THAT
FUNERAL HOME HOLDING ALL MY TEARS BACK JUST BECAUSE I DIDN'T
WANT NO ONE TO NOTICE HOW DAMAGE YOU HAD LEFT ME. HOW MUCH
PAIN I WAS IN, I DIDN'T KNOW WHO WAS YOUR KILLER I
DIDN'T' KNOW IF THE KILLER WAS AT YOUR FUNERAL I
DIDN'T WANT TO GIVE THE KILLER THE JOY IN SEEING ME HURT. BUT
I COULDN'T KEEP ALL THAT PAIN INSIDE, I BROKE DOWN I
COULDN'T ACCEPT THE FACT THAT YOU WAS GONE EVERY TIME
SOMETHING GOOD OCCURS I WISH YOU WAS STILL HERE WHEN EVER
SOMETHING BAD HAPPENS I WISH YOU GIVE ME THE STRENGTH TO KEEP
GOING OVERALL I MISS YOU BABY, I THOUGH WITH TIME I WOULDN'T
HAVE THESE EPISODES
WHERE I BREAK DOWN CRYING WHERE I CAN'T GET OFF OF A BED IN
THE MORNINGS. IS THIS CRAZY PAIN THAT WORDS CAN'T EXPLAIN, NO
MATTER WHAT I WILL ALWAYS MISS YOU I WILL NEVER REALLY MOVE ON I
WILL NEVER EVER STOP LOVING YOU. THE REASON I MISS YOU THIS MUCH
IS BECAUSE YOU DIED ALL OF A SUDDEN, IS LIKE ONE MINUTE YOUR HERE
AND THE NEXT YOUR GONE JUST LIKE THAT SO FAST WITH OUT A GOOD
BYE. I HAVE MY DAYS AND TODAY IS DEFINITELY ONE OF THOSE DAY
WHERE ALL I DO IS STAY IN BED CRYING MY HEART OUT LOOKING BACK AT
ALL OUR MEMORIES I HATE THE PERSON WHO TOOK YOU FROM ME, THIS IS
SO UN FAIR, I MISS YOU BABY; GOD I MISS YOU SO MUCH THIS
PAIN I FEEL LIKE SOME DAYS AM GOING TO DIE. NOTHING CAN EVER MAKE
THIS PAIN GO AWAY NOTHING CAN EVER REPLACE YOU.
I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART ALBERTO I MISS YOU SO MUCH I
WISH THINGS COULD HAVE BEEN DIFFERENT, REST IN PEACE ALBERTO
:'( :( :'(
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