Sometimes I just don't understand. 

Why am I so different?
So different from everyone else?
Sometimes I just wish I can be like her.
Pretty. Beautiful. Gorgeous.
I feel worthless. 
There's no point for me in this world. 
Why can't I accept the fact that Nothing is Forever?
Why? Why do I feel worthless?

Why can't I understand that the more I keep trying, the more I hurt?