Jay's Blue

chapter seven;; this game

James asked me to be his two weeks ago. I was in a state of shock - you knew. You knew, and Alex knew, and you both encouraged him. You both know I can never like him in such a way as he likes me , yet you encourage him anyway. Why?

It has been three and a half weeks. Three weeks, I was at the nearby preschool for work experience. I never thought about you once. Not once. I concentrated on the kids, on helping, and on James. Three and a half weeks since you turned me down. I lied. I can't get you out of my head.

For three weeks, I led James on. I didn't wish to - I thought he could help me forget about you. We went to our formal. I saw you, and I almost fainted. My heart began to beat up a storm within my chest at the sight of you - you looked so handsome, so poised. How could I ever think of forgetting you?

That night, when I returned home, I sent James a message to tell him I couldn't be his anymore. I was a coward, but I couldn't do such a thing in person. Never would I do it in person... He replied and told me he knew as much. We have become close friends since then, and he's moved on to another girl. Me?

I'm stuck on you.

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Chapter seven. Enjoy, ladies and gentlemen.