I'm tired
of acting like I'm fine when I'm really breaking inside. I
know that everyone knows pain and that everyone has an empty
feeling inside of them, even if they don't want to admit that
they do. Everyday I wake up and as I'm getting ready for school
I put on my fake smile. I show my fake smile to my parents, my
sisters, my friends, my teachers, my class mates, my world. And
somehow, between the forced laughs and fake smiles everyone
believes that I'm fine. I guess I really know how to fool
someone. But I don't want to have to fake it anymore. I want to
feel important and loved and for once, beautiful. There are so many
things I wish I could change about myself, as does every sixteen
year old girl. We all have our problems and insecurities, whether
they are big or small, but sometimes it's nice to know that
somebody still cares and thinks about you. I guess what I'm
trying to say it that I just want to be
wanted.
I'm tired of acting like I'm fine when I'm really
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May 9, 2011 10:05pm
