no need to read this, i just need
to get this out.
why is it that you are the one that i always write about? life is
good, life is great. but sometimes i feel like something is
missing. maybe its the chunk of my heart you took with you on
November 12. if only you knew how much i miss you. yes i have
a new guy. yes he is a great guy, but he does not have a lot of
qualities that you definitely have. i just wish that he connected
with me the way you did. i wish he spoke to me the way you did. i
wish he did not talk about his ex as much as he does. but lets face
it, i do the same thing, and you know why? ITS BECAUSE I FREAKIN
MISS YOU. you dont even understand how much i do. if only i knew if
you felt the same way. seeing you the other week absolutely killed
me. i only wish that you would feel the same way and i dont want to
talk to you again and get shot down, or disapointed. i'm sick
and tired of being let down. you were, without a doubt, the best
thing i've ever had. ever. and you just up and leave. maybe
youre confused or something i'm not sure. i wish, just a
little, that things were different. but time is passing and i'm
not sure if i can do anything anymore because well, i'm in a
relationship with an amazing guy. hes cute, funny, weird, kinda
crazy great guy. but you, were all of those things and more.
i might be a romantic, but i wish i will be that 'one who got
away' and that 'one who got away' will eventualy come
back somehow....maybe.
no need to read this, i just need to get this out. why is it
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