Long, but %100
worth reading. ♥
Hi, Mommy. I'm your baby. You
don't know me yet, I'm only a few weeks old.
You're going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let
me tell you some things about me.
My name is John, and I've got beautiful brown eyes and black
hair. Well, I don't have it yet,
but I will when I'm born. I'm going to be your only child,
and you'll call me your one and only.
I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each
other. We'll help each other,
and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up. You
found out about me today, Mommy!
You were so excited, you couldn't wait to tell everyone. All
you could do all day was smile,
and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be
the first face I will see in my life,
and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already.
Today was the day you told Daddy.
You were so excited to tell him about me! ...He wasn't happy,
Mommy. He kind of got angry.
I don't think that you noticed, but he did. He started to talk
about something called wedlock,
and money, and bills, and stuff I don't think I understand yet.
You were still happy, though,
so it was okay. Then he did something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I
could feel you fall backward,
and your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay... but I was
very sad for you.
You were crying then, Mommy. That's a sound I don't like.
It doesn't make me feel good.
It made me cry, too. He said sorry after, and he hugged you
again.
You forgave him, Mommy, but I'm not sure if I do. It wasn't
right. You say he loves you...
why would he hurt you? I don't like it, Mommy. Finally, you can
see me!
Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you're so proud of me!
You went out with your mommy
to buy new clothes, and you were so so so happy. You sing to me,
too. You have the most beautiful
voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I'm
happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe.
So safe. You just wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be
perfect just for you.
I will make you proud, and I will love you with all of my
heart.
I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put
your
hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I
love you, Mommy.
Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was
acting funny and he
wasn't talking right. He said he didn't want you. I
don't know why, but that's what he said.
And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy. When I grow up I promise
I won't let you get hurt!
I promise to protect you. Daddy is bad. I don't care if you
think that he is a good person,
I think he's bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn't
want us. He doesn't like me.
Why doesn't he like me, Mommy? You didn't talk to me
tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?
It's been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven't
talked to me or
touched me or anything since that. Don't you still love me,
Mommy? I still love you.
I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when you sleep.
You sleep funny,
kind of curled up on your side. And you hug me with your arms, and
I feel safe and warm again.
Why don't you do that when you're awake, any more? I'm
21 weeks old today, Mommy.
Aren't you proud of me? We're going somewhere today, and
it's somewhere new.
I'm excited. It looks like a hospital, too. I want to be a
doctor when I grow up, Mommy.
Did I tell you that? I hope you're as excited as I am. I
can't wait. ...Mommy, I'm getting scared.
Your heart is still beating, but I don't know what you are
thinking. The doctor is talking to you.
I think something's going to happen soon. I'm really,
really, really scared, Mommy.
Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love
you! Mommy,
what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It
feels bad!
Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop! Don't
worry Mommy, I'm safe.
I'm in heaven with the angels now. They told me what you did,
and they said it's called an abortion
Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don't you love me any more? Why
did you get rid of me?
I'm really, really, really sorry if I did something wrong,
Mommy. I love you, Mommy!
I love you with all of my heart. Why don't you love me? What
did I do to deserve what they did to me?
I want to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you
not care about me, and not talk to me. Didn't I love you
enough? Please say you'll keep me, Mommy! I want to live
smile
and watch the clouds and see your face and grow up and be a doctor.
I don't want to be here,
I want you to love me again! I'm really really really sorry if
I did something wrong. I love you!
I love you, Mommy. Every abortion is just… One more heart
that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see. Two more hands that will never
touch.
Two more legs that will never run. One more mouth that will never
speak,
you’re not just losing them.. they’re losing you
too.
Now, Press The heart if
your
Against
Abortions! ♥
Long, but %100 worth reading. ♥ Hi, Mommy. I'm your
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Apr 17, 2011 9:46pm
happybri12 · 1 decade ago
THiss is soo sad :'(
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