i had almost forgotten about you until tonight.
when i was all alone&& 
your "hey" chat box popped up
you were just the person i wanted to talk to 
but also the person i had just blocked out from my head
the person that had i had given my everything too
and then you took it for granted; like you wanted me to hate you.
well congratulations, 
i do hate you
i hate you for making me love you
i hate you for caring about me when no one else would
i hate you for leaving me right when we trusted each other
i hate that this isnt a true story
i hate that only the parts where you lie are true
the rest
all the "lovey dovey" bullshit
is a lie.
you never once told me you cared
i just believed you did
and now...i stare at that "hey" chat box
and all i want is to respond "i missed you" "i need you" 
but i know you're response will be the same
"i know" you'll say to me
and ill cry, because ive fallen into your trap
again.
so this time, ill respond with a casual 
"heyy"
and it will be my little secret, that you've made me fall in love 
all over again
with one little chat box.