you know that feeling? when you're just
waiting. waiting to get home, into your room so you can just fall
on your bed and just let everything out that you kept in that day.
the feeling of both relief and desperation. nothing is wrong but
nothing is right either. and you're tired. tired of
everything. tired of nothing. and you just want someone to be there
and tell you its gonna be okay but no one ever is. and you know you
have to be strong for yourself because no one can fix you. but
you're tired of waiting. tired of having to be the one to fix
yourself and everyone else. tired of being strong. and for once,
you just want it to be easy. to be simple. to be helped to be
saved. but you know you wont be. but you're still hoping and
you're still wishing and you're still staying strong and
fighting. with tears in your eyes. you're fighting.
<3
you know that feeling? when you're just waiting. waiting
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Mar 24, 2011 3:13am