plane and simple. no cute swirls or colors or hearts. just the facts. i felt absolutely everything true loves first kiss is suppose to feel. and you felt nothing. she asked if it brought back any memories.. i said no when it only brought back everything. i saw the look on your face before i spoke. i knew you didn't want anything to do with me. it was the saddest face I've ever seen since the last night together. i miss you. i love you. please talk to me again. i feel more dead than alive knowing that your not mine and I'm not yours. BN i know that you know what I'm feeling and you don't want to hurt me. but trying not to hurt me will hurt me even more. if you really want me to be okay, say you still love me and your still scared for me. that you think about me every night ad never want to stop. that you want me back and will do anything for us to be one again. Just tell me that, and maybe I won't kill myself.

iloveyouBN. KC