If you really knew me;;

If you really knew me, you would know that behind my smile is a whole different story. My mother and my father got a divorce when I was little and I haven't seen my dad in over 5 years. If you really knew me, you would know when I was younger I tried committing suicide. If you really knew me, you would know that when I was younger I used to get abused from my mothers boy friend. I would get locked in my closet for days without any food, waiting for my mom to find me. I would get glass cups and bowls thrown at my head and be bleeding for hours to come. I got tied up like a pig, with the man of terror laughing at me and all I had was fear in my eyes. If you really knew me, you would know I tend to give amazing advice to a lot of people but forget about the advice I should be giving me. If you really knew me, you would know I'm known as "popular" In my grade. Being popular isn't always what you hear in movies or shows. People see me as a stuck up person for who I hang out with or who I'm seen with. If you really knew me, you would know I go through struggles like everyone else. If you really knew me, you would know I smile to hide the pain. If you really knew me, you would know I'm only 12 years old.

Ariana;;maine