How
It's like no matter what I do.
I just can't get over you.
I try to hide, I try to run.
But it's no use, too much damage has been done.
Because every night I rain.
Every morning I feel the pain.
This isn't what I wanted.
And now my thoughts are haunted.
Do I really deserve to feel this way?
Do I deserve this misery I live everyday?
I only have one life.
I've faced the power of the knife.
And I want to let you go.
But, how, I do not know.
I guess I'll have to learn.
To live forever, with this pain I didn't earn.
It looks like I'm on my own.
Forever, all alone.
I guess I will never know.
How, to let you go.
You will never know how you crushed my hopes.
You took the chair from beneath my body, hanging from the ropes.
From this day on, forever and now.
I will always remain the girl, who will never, ever, know how.

By: Kelly Roth