I Will Never Be Good
Enough.
I'm so sick of my insecurities.
I can't even be happy anymore, not even fake
happy.
Have you ever felt like noone cared, like you were
never good enough, like you weren't
pretty enough, like all your friends
were fake ?
People always tell me how stupid I am and how much they
don't care.
They say they're just
kidding, but I've lost so many people that I
can't help but to take it seriously,
I'm a complete wreck and I can't stand
it.
Everyone is always telling me how I'm
"not good enough" and how I have to be
"better".
I don't know how to be "better". I try my best,
I just can't do it.
It's so hard dealing with not only everyone else's
criticisms, but my own.
Even my family tells me how terrible I
am.
I just wish for once I had someone who
really cared about me, someone who could make all the pain go
away. Someone who would tell me how amazing I am, and
mean it.
All I want, all I need, is
someone who
cares.
> major vent; i love you if you
read this.<
7 faves · 3 comments · Dec 6, 2010 11:29pm
OhThatsJustNick
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1 decade ago
Look Lo, I know I'm probably the last person you wanna here this from, but look at me. Really look at me. I'm not saying I want your sympathy, because I know your lifes rough. I want to be your inspiration. You know the things I've gone through. Mom's rehab, Dad left, I have a freakin' daughter and I'm fifteen. And I'm not the brightest. But look, I've made something of myself. Anna is the greatest thing I could have asked for and she was my inspiration. Now because of her, I've forced myself to get my grades up, get a job, and well, I'm actually happy. No matter how broken it is, my life seems whole. Make the best of the little things and just remember every silver cloud has a silver lining. I miss you Lo. Stay strong.
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xxlexii2xx
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1 decade ago
i wish there was a love buttonā„(:
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OhThatsJustNick · 1 decade ago
I ruined it with the whole "silver cloud thing" haha. I meant every cloud has a silver lining.
I remember what I always used to say when you were down. "Chipper up chiperdoodle!" it always made you smile :]
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