I've tried so hard,
But I never manage to find it.
You say you're trying-
That it's building.

How can you say that,
If you're always watching me-
My every move:
Listening to phonecalls;
Checking my whereabouts constantly?

Why do I always feel
At a loss?
You tell me.

"We need to be honest,
Keep the relationship open"-
That's what you said to me.

Yes we do.
How's that even possible,
If you refuse?

You find the answer.

I'm done hunting,
Trying to.

There's only one thing I need,
When you realize
What it is-
I'll be willing to continue trying.

Trust me.