At Night I'm Afraid To Go To Sleep,
Because All That's Happened Is Making My Heart Weep.

For once, I want to truly smile,
Instead of going through my days, living a lie.

Everything around me comes with a bittersweet memory
And deep inside, I feel myself crying constantly.

Now I'm afraid to care deeply about someone,
Because I know they'll eventually hurt me in the long run.

My heart keeps breaking over and over again,
For as long as I live, the cursed thing will never mend.

My dreams, where my imagination once ran wild and free,
Is now haunted by visions of my reality.

It kills me to laugh, it hurts me to smile,
Because the pain inside has built up all this while.

My hobby as of late has been to cry,
It seems I cannot break free, I can't even try.

I just want to start my life anew,
Because I've truly smiled too many times for you