i'm ashamed of my scars.
i hide them from everyone, i never want anyone to know that i hurt myself like that.
i don't want anyone to feel bad for me, because i don't deserve it.
i don't want anyone to help me, i can take care of myself.
i know if i ever told my parents, they would look down on me for it, think i was weak, yell at me for it.
patronize me.
i can't take that, i WON'T take that.
so i'll just hide it all away, pile up the lies, fake a smile.

youllneverknowx