♥30 days , 30 letters♥

Day 1: Best friend.

Dear "Best friend",
                          I know we're not exactly friends anymore but you're still my best friend. No matter what, I'll be here for you. That fight we had, it was stupid and I'm so so sorry. I wish I could take it all back. We fought over a boy! Honestly, I wish we had been able to overcome it. It sucks that we can't even look at each other anymore. I can't look at you without feeling a twinge of regret, and you just flat out hate me. It hurts so bad to know that you hate me. You were the closest thing I've ever had to a best friend and I wish you stuck around. You mean so much to me, even if you hate me. I want you to know that I'll always be here if you ever need someone to talk to, if you ever just need a friend, I'm here. I'll be here even when you're not here for me. I really am sorry. Since I lost you, it feels like everything is falling apart. It feels like everyone hates me. I'm sorry that when school first started I talked bad about you and gave you dirty looks, from this point on.. if someone talks crap about you to me, I'm gonna stick up for you. I will never give you another dirty look again.. I swear. I'm so sorry for everything and I wish we were friends again. Maybe sometime in the future we can overcome all of this and be friends again. I love you and I'm sorry.
Love,
xxjess97 ♥