i've never felt this bad before.
so broken down and empty.
i actually believed him.
there were so many people that i knew didnt mean it.
but i thought he actually did.
he kept it going for so long.
and then let it all go.
he said so many things that were so personal..
sos hurtful..
he just threw it all at me. and it hit me hard.
and now i sit here trying so hard to hold back my tears
but i cant do it anymore.,
I've never felt this bad before.
and i never want to go back to this.
i never want to feel this oain agian.