+& As the tears run down my face,

I apologize.

I apologize for even being here,

For never being the daughter you wanted me to be.

When you were suffering with alcohol problems,

I was always in the way.

It was my fault, I know it.

..It's not like you never told me before.

 

But you're gone now.

You suffered from a heart attack December

2 years ago.

And although i know you hate me..

I'm compelled to say,


I love you Mommy.