people can say i'm obsessed all they want.
but i know that i'm not. just broken|alone|grieving.
sure most people say,
"by now i should realize you're gone."
that it shouldn't be shocking.
but the thing is, everyday it still shocks me.
it's so hard to move past this.  and i can't explain why.
it's not being obsessed. it's loss|love. losing a bestfriend,
is by far the hardest thing to ever go through.
♥