Love Never Lasts 3~
 
i got home and there she was. Sydney. she ran up and hugged me
"MOMMY!"she said
"hey baby !" i said smiling. i wiped off my eyes.
"are you otay mommy? "
"yes i am sweetie , i just uh missed you a lott..." i said even though it was true.
"i'm here now mommy!"
i smiled and kissed her cheek and we ran into the house. my mother was sleeping. like always -__- she's a drunkin prostitute. yeah. i know . -__- .
"hey mommy (:" i said opening her dooor.
"hey sweetie. i had a long night last night. the guy wouldn't leave ; can you get me some hot tea ?"
"yeah sure momm. " i said running down the steps to get the tea. the house was a mess . worse then ever. it was never like this. i was starting to get worried.
i brought the tea back up the stairs with the tea i just made.
"mom; how come the house is such a mess?"
"honey. i have to get tested tomorrow. can you stay home with Sydney for me?"
"yeah mom. " i said sitting on the bed.
she sipped the tea slowly.
" mom. how come this is what you do ?"
"i dont have any money. i mean they all wear condoms it just . i dont know. -__-" she said sippping again.
"MOMMY MOMMY. the train is passing again !"  i jumped off the bed and ran downstairs. we always catch the 4:30 bus. it's kinda our thing. i dont even remmeber how it even began.
"mommy. what is the black stuff the train holds?"
"it's called coal. they deliver it to santa clause."
"oh. i wanna take the train to santas factory. can you do that for me ? " she asked looking up at me with those bright blue eyes like her daddy's.
"yeah. one day." i said kissing her forhead.
she smiled in sucked on her right thumb.
"make a wish " i said as we shut out eyes . everytime the train is totally gone we make a wish.
"mommy. i wished for us to move to the north pole. "
"oh sweetie. " i said smiling.
"nap time !" sydney said yawning. and sticking that same thumb back in her mouth. i layed down and she layed next to me on the couch.i put the blanket on us and we fell asleep. ~'~'~'.