jerseygirl part four
I cried and thought for a while . Mostly cried but thats not the point . Memories came flooding back to me , like a big smack in the face . I remember when Mike pulled me into his arms when I was scared , or the first time he told me he was in love with me , the way he stroked my face , or that night I gave my virginity to him . The moment where he taught me how to skate board and the moment he told me he has never met someone like me before . I felt like I was slowly dying . Mikes face was already disappearing in my memory . Is that all I have from him now , just memory . His shaggy tinsel colored hair , his stunning blue eyes , and his long black eye lashes . His tan skin and the way his touch felt to me . His cute freckles around his nose and his smell . The way he smelled like green apples all the time , and he always tasted like the beach . The way he kissed me , the smallest move he made , and single word he said made me fall in love with him more and more . And now I was forced to let him go . To turn him into a memory of the guy I was in love with . I laughed sometimes when I thought about it , Mike looked exactly like Justin Bieber except with the prettiest blue eyes . The day I left him , was one of the worst of my life . Watching him stand there , watching his expression as we drove away heading for Jersey . Leaving him . I don't think I could take long distance relationship . It was to much . The pain . I collected myself a little and grabbed a tissue from the near cherry wood nightstand next to the bed . I whipped my eyes , and brushed my hair a little in the mirror . I rummaged through my moving box and took out my make up , re applying my eyeliner . I braided the sides of my hair and put the braids in the back . "Perfect." I smiled to myself in the mirror . But the girl in the mirror wasn't me . It was the heartbroken version on me who was slowly fading . "I promise Id call you tonight Mike . Ill keep that promise." I whispered to my reflection in the mirror , promising to call Mike after dinner . I knew everyone was gunna wanna go out tonight for food . Before I went out to show everyone what looked like to be an okay girl , I pulled out the ring Mike gave me . So there , I said it . Im engaged to Mike . Or was . I don't know . I played with the diamond ring , and to keep me from crying i put it back in my dark blue ripped short shorts . I heard a gentle knock on the door . "Can I come in?" Thanatos asked poking her head through me door , I nodded and smiled gently at her . I knew she was taking it rough to . "Were gunna go out to eat now , you coming?" She smiled , gesturing for the hallway which seemed to buzz with excitment . "Sure." I smiled .
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