Secret #
5.
i always think about killing
myself. everyday. i wont tell anyone though because im afraid
theyll call someone to get me councling, or think im doing it
just for attention. but maybe their right? but i
also get the sudden feeling that i might just be crushed,
get everything taken away, so empty that one day i might just
shrivel up so small with nothing left, and just blow away.
...i do think about it too much and i blow things out of
proportion.
sometimes i want to jump off a bridge into traffic.
i wont do it though.
i dont have the guts or strength.
and i dont think i live near many bridges.
and yeah,
and i love someone too much.
and you know...
i sorta like life.
