Last night
I cried, because I’m not strong enough to keep it all inside…
I slept, because it was the only way to keep me from having some sort of breakdown…
I woke up at 5, and got out of bed, even though its Sunday,
because I couldn’t stand to dream about it anymore…
I didn’t say a word to my family, because every word I say, reminds me…
I didn’t look in any mirrors, because my reflection tells me that I’m not good enough…
Last night…
I didn’t cry for you…
Oh no…
I was sad because of you…
But I cried and did all the other stuff because this always happens…
Because I lost a summer love…
Because no one understands me…
Because I thought this was different…
Because I thought this time you cared…
Because its not fair…
Because
my best-friend has an amazing relationship and
they’ve managed to stay together for a long time
now…
Why cant I manage that…?
Because I’m always second best…</3
10 faves · 1 comments · May 30, 2010 7:33am
xoxohadeeexoxo · 1 decade ago
thats me
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