that night she was looking under her bed
she found tons of letters she
had written
but she had never given to him
one about how much she loved him
another about how much she missed him when he was away
one about she was mad for him ignoring her
another about how she didn't think it was gonna work anymore
one about how she regretted ever thinking that
and other blaming him for something that wasn't true
she put them away because of how mad she was at herself
for never telling him any of that
later that night she looked in her backpack
to find a letter written days after the break up
saying "you know i never stopped loving you, never have
never will,
you're the only thing that makes me happy and I've been lost
without you"
she looked on the back to find a picture of them the night they
started dating
they looked so happy, so in love
she cried at herself in the mirror and said
"I'll never find another him"
