For about the past eleven hours, since i got
home..
I've been depressed, thinking of "ways"
tried to block everything out,
didn't answer my phone.
layed in bed and didn't move.
starved myself, disgusted of food.
couldn't seem to think about anything besides suicide,
the permanent solution to a temporary problem.
yet, you found a way in.
i got a smirk on my face.
but it went away, just for a few.
because then i realized i wasn't with you.
although life is beautiful, death seems more appealing.
knowing that i could always watch over you.
keeping you safe, away from all harm.
i'd do anything just for you.
just trust me, i do.
i need you.
i want you.
i love you.
rawr
♥
rawr ♥
