You are my everything, but.. I have to let you go.
Because as much as you loved me, i don't think you do anymore..
I don't think the feelings are the same as they were before...
And all its going to do is hurt me..
I can spend hours defending you
Remembering all the good times we've had together
All the memories, all the dreams.
All the precious things you said to me.
The way I changed you, even just for a little bit.
But then, theres also the tears I have to consider.
The nights spent crying myself to sleep
The days gone by without food, because my nerves were so bad.
Gasping for air, trying to find you, but you weren't there.
Now, before it turns into last time..
Even though it feels like I'm ripping my own heart out,
Squeezing it, twisting and turning it.
I have to let you go..