Right now in my life, there is really nothing
extremely wrong but my brain and my heart keep insisting that there
is but I don't know why. I now find myself liking and listening to
screamo and depressing songs most of the time. I can't be happy for
more than 2 hours at a time. I feel alone and trapped within
myself. I feel as if no matter how hard I try that nothing will
ever get better. I'm either so completely depressed to a point
where I can't even cry or I'm furious for letting myself get this
depressed. I feel as though there is a hole where my heart should
be but I don't know if that hole will ever be filled again. I feel
that no one will ever be able to put the pieces back together. I
feel that I don't deserve anything good in my life. I'm scared to
let anyone in, one of the hardest things for me to do is trust
others. I find myself hurting the ones that I love the most and I
hate myself for it. I feel like I'll never escape this sadness and
my happiness will never be restored because it has all
disappeared.
sorry lazy with colors...just venting...majorly venting
Right now in my life, there is really nothing extremely wrong
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Dec 6, 2009 9:33pm
zpoiledrotton313 · 1 decade ago
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omgomgomg this describes EXACTLY how i feel!!