honestly... i believe that saying "something good falls apart, so something better can fall together" because if i never had to leave new york and come to georgia (though i hated it) i would of never met matt. Matt taught me how it was to reallllly like someone but it just never really worked out, i could never actually be the one he called his girlfriend. He taught me how to hang on through the bad parts, essentially he taught me how to be a girlfriend. and though that night he broke it off with me and i felt like dying, it all makes sense now... matt was never supposed to be the one, he was just simply there to show me i can make it through a little heart ache. then in and out comes other boys of no signifigance, make regrets... live with them... then BAM along comes bradley.. if it wasnt for him i wouldnt of ever thought i could get over matt... but when i had bradley matt didnt matter at all anymore. it was as if he was completely non existant.. i needed bradley to show me i AM infact capable of getting over someone FAST. then bradley had to break up with me, to show me he wasnt the one. i had to see that how matt ended it, is not how its always done. i had to see even though you break up you can stil be on good terms with eachother. i needed bradley to pull me through all of that.. but yeah i mean i did have a lotta mess ups along the way, but just knowing i wouldnt be your best friend if matt was my happy ever after. i wouldnt know you and you wouldnt be in my life ryan. im not going to say your the one ima marry no, im just saying your a better thing that has fell together in my life, and i think i kinda really like you :)



rsh<3