Yeah, when i am having a horrible
day
sometimes
i just want you there to make me laugh like the good ol'
days.
i always hear your laugh, the one we'd always joke about. your
silly little
'obnoxious'laugh. and think back to when the reason for your
'obnoxious'
laugh was me. i see you walk down the hallways remembering
when
i would be next to you walking by your side always. Little things
remind
me of our inside jokes. You make me laugh, but you make me
cry.
When we're in class its like we're strangers. their is a
difference between
changing and maturing. when you 'mature' you never drop your
"bestfriends"
the ones who were there when everyone else walked out. the ones
who gave
you chances and chances over and over waiting for a change,
(because
they thought their friendship was just so valuable) Changing
however is different.
You found new friends your old ones are 'worthless' you act,look,
and think different.
but like everything else in life , everything happens for a
reason.
So maybe we aren't supposed to be friends. but fighting doesnt
help...
it just makes me remember,
my bestfriend was the o l d
you, it was great;however, it's time to let go.
v e n t :/
