with one look into his eyes, i'm cursed
and my heart has a new reason for beating
i can't get enough, i'm a woman possessed
and when i close my eyes at night,
his face is all i see, his voice is all i hear
and i shudder at the pleasure it gives me
yet cringe at the pain that means he may almost never be mine
he lives in my fantasies, my thoughts, my dreams
from the minute i open my eyes to the second i close them,
everything i do is through thinking of him & wanting to be everything he would want
looking at him, my heart races & about a million butterflies fill my stomach
i can't sit still, i can't contain nor control myself
he's my idea of perfection
staring into his beautiful hazel eyes, i silently ask myself why i feel this way,why does he make me feel like this?
i feel a constant urge to run my fingers through his hair,
to get lost in his arms, & an indescribable need to kiss those tender lips that speak to my soul
nothing i can say can touch how i really feel
there are no words that can explain my love
i've completely lost myself in him
i don't know how to act anymore
i go about my everyday life as if he's there watching me, haunting me
if we're meant to be, we will be but as for now, i can only imagine his soft, gentle touch on my skin
his moist lips merging with mine
his embracing arms wrapping around my body, shivering with every touch
until my fantasy lover becomes my reality, my every breath will continue to call his name........