I'm
giving up.
I
can't always be the girl you run
to;
looking to find advice on your
"broken heart"
[because mine has been broken 10 times
longer]
I can't always hug you & comfort you & assure you
that everything will be perfectly fine.
[because when I hug you, my heart breaks even more
knowing you love her]
I can't always answer my
phone everytime you call just because you need someone to cry
to
[because half the time, i'm crying for the same
reasons you are. you can't see me like this]
I
can't always lie to you and tell you it will be alright.
[because i'd be lying to myself, if i told you this -
it won't be alright]
I can't always smile & pretend I'm happy for you when she
comes back around.
[because the day she comes back to you, is the day
i'm at my weakest]
I can't always be that girl you introduce to your girlfriends
as "my best friend"
[because i'm always going to want to be more then
that]
I can't always get up 2 hours before I have to just to look
presentable for you.
[because you don't notice when I do, but you
notice when I don't]
I can't
always hold your hand & walk you through your
life giving you all the answers, all the time.
I can't keep doing this. Because
everytime I do something for you, you do
nothing for me, but simply
smile & thank me
for being such a great "best
friend" I will always want to be
more. You don't understand
how
selfish you are being. I love you.
No, not like a brother, not like a friend, more than that.
& You can see
it in my eyes, but you're just too caught up in the
girl who broke your heart more than once.
But it's all about
you. It will always
be. & maybe,
I
should
just
give
up</3
venting from awhile ago. not my best
but whateverr=]
i don't care if you think it's ugly. it's freakin' 2 am &
i do not feel
like making it beautiful right now. kay?
=]=p
56 faves · 3 comments · Sep 25, 2009 2:23am
music_is_my_life33 · 1 decade ago
wow. this describes my entire life right now. i love this sooo much.
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