we swore we would never let each other drift away. we knew we were gonna lose friends, but we never expected to lose each other. i stayed true. at least i tried to and i thought i did pretty good. now your making excuses. and every time i think of you my heart aches.... its a weird feeling not to be able to walk up to u in just about every class we used to have together and resume our last conversation from about five minutes ago. now we ask each other whats up. we used to always already know. what happened? i ask you something and u give me idk or i dont think my mom will let me. i kno it means " i dont want to". if u mean it just tell me. cuz i dont want to waste my time wondering what u mean by what u say. STOP LYING TO ME. just say what you mean cuz if u really care about me or at least cared you would make it easier for me. sure, i would spend nights crying myself to sleep. but i dont want to spend sleepless nights wonderiing who u r anymore,  if your out of my life then i wont care. but time will heal the crack down the middle of my heart.