ii thought you loved me i thought you cared ... but really you werent even there my heart turns to guew ii try not to cry what am i doin i cant hold it back but i cant let it out i thought you said we'd be together i thought you said you could never live with out me... well you left and then you just gave up you didnt call we didnt chill and now i feel cold cold and alone because i cant get you out of my mind i cant tell you how much this is killing me i think bout you every day every second every time i blind, a tear rolls down my check people ask me whats wrong why are you crying today was the bomb whats whent wrong and ii have to say nothing i got bit by a bee because i wont have anyone no how i feel whats soo wrong... because i hide behind my smiles i play it off like thes nothing to sigh about nothing to cry about but i know in my heart ii shouldnt do thiis to my self but i cant stop.... thanks for that ...this is what youve made of me youve pushed me away kept me in the dark crushed my heart but i just want you to know that i was always there i never left i tryed to walk away but at the end of the day i just cant i cant let go because it still kills to me that you were the one who said ill love you to the end first... but i guess i was the one how ment it ...