confused and hopeless and pushing to succeed.but what is confusing and why am i hopeless and what do i need to prove. i do my best but you keep kicking me while im down. forcing me to make decisions that i shouldnt have to make.you hurt my happiness with your words of justice.why am i scared to see you. I shouldnt have to look at you and say to myself i "f***ed up your life". why do you make it seem like i screwed everything up.all i do is help you. all i do is love you and what do i get in return "a f***ed up life.why should i have to hide my happieness from you. you should be happy if im happy. you hurt the ones i love.you broke a piece of my heart. and the thing that hurts the most...you dont know any of my pain you dont understand you dont want to understand. life is to short to have your time wasted by getting hurt by the ones you love. in the end all you really have is yourself.well thanx for nothin.love you.

love,your son