Sometimes I wonder if we'll ever get back together. Then I realize
that we'll never truly be over. In a way, it hasn't changed. And in
others, it has. It's not that we aren't meant for each other, I
think we're just not ready for forever.
If I could give you one gift, I would give you the ability to see
yourself as I see you, so maybe you will realize how special you
really are.
We spend most of our time talking about nothing, but I just want to
let you know that all of these nothings have meant so much more to
me than many somethings.
Its the memories that are holding me back. One day Im just going to
have to let go and hope that soemone much greater than you will
come. Im sure they will but until then all I have are those
memories of you and me together. They're my pride and joy that I
will never be able to let go.
Im no longer that girl that will die for your smile.
How could you think that I was over you? Do you ever look in my
eyes? Couldn't you see me looking back at you, needing you, loving
you?
I hate to smile just to pretend I'm not hurt. I hate to giggle just
to show you I'll be okay. I hate to laugh after I cry. I hate that
I still love you and you've said goodbye.
Watching you walk out of my life, doesnt make me bitter or cynical
about love, but it makes me realize that if I wanted so much to be
with the wrong person, how great it will be when the right one
comes along.
I tried to take the pain away by finding