It's called love;)
She's beautiful.
Smart. Athletic.
Popular. Sexy.
Romantic. Funny.
She's the girl every girl wants to be,
every guy wants to date.
She's my best friend...
Correction..WAS.
Last day of 8th grade
Jessica: hey Nat!
Me: oh hey Jess!
Jessica: so..did you ride here with my soon to be
new bee eff?!
Me: I'm sorry who? and what?
Jessica: Justin silly! didn't I tell you..?
and boy friend honey
Me: um no what are you talking about?
Jessica: well he's going to be your brother
soon Nat, you can't still have that silly little
crush on him, and he's cute so I thought
maybe I could you know..date him since you've
moved on.
Me: oh..
Jessica: you did..right? I mean that's gross..
he's your brother!
Me: yeah.. well we are going to be late!
Jessica: you have class with Justin right?
Me: umm yeah..
Jessica:wanna see if he's interested?!puhhleeezee
Me: I can see..
Jessica: then we can talk about how I am going
to survive this summer without you!!
Me: ha okay Jess later
Jessica will be off in Cancuun for the whole summer!
Me on the other hand?Going to visit my Grandma
to tell her about my mother and Nick's fathers
engagement. Sounds fun right? nottt! Now let me
fill you in on Justin..We were best friends, well until we
got into a huge fight because I wouldn't kiss him back
in 5th grade! Since then we've just stayed friends, I
guess...friends that soon will be living together, and him there,
sleeping just across the hall from my room,
in our newly built house, not knowing at all
that despite our parents new announcement
that I might be madly in love with him.
Biology.
Justin: Hi Nat!
Me: oh, um hi Justin!
Justin*starting to whisper*: hey umm after school
lets hang out, like just you and me
Me: why is something wrong?
Justin: no..I just need to um..
tell you something.
Me: alright, I'll walk home with you?
Justin: sounds great!
Me: okay, see you then.
I had no clue this would be the last time my life was normal..