Trust_IsNoMore · 1 decade ago
I'm just going to say it now, okay? I don't even know if you still go on this witty, but I need to get this out. I hate that you left. I hate that you stopped all contact- with me, with Nick, with everyone. We could have still been friends. But no, of course, When I was there for you you "appreciated" it, and then when i need you you're not there. You should have inferred by now that I have abandonment problems, okay? Everyone that I ever cared about or thought cared about me, left me. And yet you choose the most selfish way out, just leaving. You should also know that Nick is continuously flirting with me and I think it's sick how after you've left he's trying to be with me. And even if i wanted to, WHICH I DON'T, i wouldn't go out with him because you're my friend. at least, you WERE. Oh, and Kevin never left, yeah, he's still at Kuss, so if that was what you were running away from, the idea of never seeing him again, he's STILL HERE. And I still like Chris, I haven't told him, and i don't think i ever will. Oh, and I don't hate you. As much as would love to stomp your face in right now, I don't hate you. I kinda wish i did, ya know? It make me being mad so much easier, so that if i hated you i'd never feel bad for being so angry like i do now. Also, i never pointed it out, but every time i said you're my best friend, you just smiled. you never said, you too, shaiann. Nothing. And i can't TAKE not being important to anyone anymore. Because everyone needs a best friend, Cece. I've always been here for you and then when i need you you leave! I mean, what do you want me to do about that? Huh? Just be like- okay, whatever, moving on? No. Because even though I have abandonment issues, i have attachment issues too. I get too attached too quickly and then i feel like COMPLETE when everyone leaves me... yeah sorry for writing a book. actually, no im not because i'm not sorry for my feelings. I'm so alone right now and I need you. SO just once, please talk to me, because I feel horrible for saying the things I'm saying, even though thats how I feel. But let me assure you, I don't hate you, like you tend to think.
Goodbye,
-♥ S
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Trust_IsNoMore · 1 decade ago
Nothing for you to be sorry about.
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Trust_IsNoMore · 1 decade ago
I miss you.
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BeachPrincess16 · 1 decade ago
It was Forver and Always by Taylor Swift
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Trust_IsNoMore · 1 decade ago
Lol, I thought I was following you. But I wasn't. You know who this is right? That'd be weird if you didn't.
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Trust_IsNoMore · 1 decade ago
I was confuzzled why I wasn't following you before(:
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loveforever21 · 1 decade ago
Thank you so much!! (:
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xxoliviaxx226 · 1 decade ago
hey! thanks for the comment! I think i will start a series. I hope people use it though:)

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gloriaLOVE · 1 decade ago
oh, it's fine lol. i'm used to it now. but thanks =)
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gloriaLOVE · 1 decade ago
not a typo, he's gay. lol.
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Sock_Monster · 1 decade ago
i don't care, just please don't cut <3
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