i'm the girl who never fails
to smile.
even when i want to die right then and there, I'm the girl who never shows her feelings. to anyone. im the girl who walks around the high school, with her head held high and her smile slowly fading. but no one even expects me to break. and i'm the girl who broke down on a bus crying my eyes out in front of some guy who i barely know. and i felt guilty for breaking and ruining who people thought i was. but i always went back to being that girl who smiles when she really wants to die.
what people don't know is, i wish i wasn't trying to be someone i don't wanna be. someone who breaks every night, a cuts just a little bit. i wish people knew how i really felt and i wish i wasn't scared to be myself. and i wish i could tell people how i really felt, but i don't want people thinking i'm weak.
there's no time to be
myself.
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