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Crazy_Beautiful202
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March 11, 2013 8:29pm UTC

Drug Addiction? Please read ;<3
If you're reading this please know there's a meaning and feeling behind each of these words.
we all lose people we love at some point in our lives, we lose them no matter how much we love them, how old they are, whether we just saw them and they were fine or maybe we made the mistake and never took the time to see them when we should of.. either way the people we love can leave us at anytime and the thing is when they're gone they're gone and there's no way we can bring them back..
I lost one of my friends on March 7th 2013. He was only 14.
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these 14 words just broke the tears my eyes were filled with. I miss him more than anything, and i know there's nothing i can do to bring him back no matter how hard i beg, plead or i cry. there's nothing i can do.. But i know his death could of been preventable.
He was struggling to fully recover from his drug addiction.
He passed away suddenly at home.
When it comes to death, people instantly take the negative but i'm content with the thoughts that he's now in his ideal happiness with out the suffering of pain from strong cravings, and the struggles life can sometimes bring us. Although, it saddens me to know he never got to live his life to the fullest, he never got to get married, he never got to have children, or to see different parts of the world, to experiance the wonderful feelings life can give you when you reach a certain age and that he's no longer here for me to simply even talk to, or see..
I may not be able to plead for his life back, but i can beg you.. if you do any kind of drug; consider the effects you're placing not only within yourself but also the people around you.
Life is a delicate thing, and if you're a drug addict and refuse to quit no matter what people tell you that's your choice, and that's ok but please keep in mind the people you love no matter their age could one day leave you forever.. and you too will be unable to do anything to bring them back.
"Make everyday breathtaking and once of a lifetime. Some don't realize tomorrow isn't promised; it's a privilege." -Christopher Lien.
"To anybody who has struggled with a disease called Chemical Dependency is reading this, you're not alone. Trust me, I'm 14 years old but drugs made me do horrid and despicable things. I was human without a soul, just relentlessly beating my body with poison. If you're currently struggling with addiction and if your life is unmanageable, just take a seat and think. Just think about where you used to be and once had eternal bliss. Chemical Dependency robbed you of everything you were blessed to have. I'm a recovered drug addict, 4 weeks and 6 days today. I had hit rock bottom and had no faith in life. I'm in a much better place due to my strive for sobriety. I encourage you to give it a try.. Life is truly more rewarding than we all know. I'm here for support, always. Much peace and love." -Christopher Lien.
"I have a million uses in me just waiting outside for me to start contemplating on going back to drugs again. But I don't have another rehab in me; these cravings are tearing me apart." -Christopher Lien.
"Take a moment in silence for the still suffering addicts. For the addict that will pick up for the first time; or the addict who will die tonight. God, grant me the serenity to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference. Peace, love." -Christopher Lien.
"When my day comes, just promise you'll remember me. Judge me for my intentions and not my past." -Christopher Lien.
"I just wanted to be somebody with a purpose", not a drug addicted 14 year old." -Christopher Lien.
"Faith is the only thing stronger than pain" -Christopher Lien.
; I know your struggle through addiction was tough... And I respected you becoming clean, i'm so sorry you have to pass away so young. I have never met anyone so bright, strong hearted and charismatic as Chris. Anyone who knew him would say the same thing. He was naturally talented to anything he put his mind to. He had a gift for making people want to be around him. He was inspiration and he inspired me.
You are free'd from the chains of addiction now, Chris.
Rest in Heaven ever so peacefully.
11-13-98 - 3-7-13
http://www.leadertelegram.com/people/obituaries/article_dda27a4d-df0d-524c-8f1e-5a3e40b1cb32.html

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savannarosee
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February 22, 2013 6:38pm UTC

That moment when you get all choked up.
When your eyes are bloodshot and weary.
When you can barley hear anything.
When everyone in this world is dead to you.
When your trying not to cry.
Taking little gaps of air to keep it all in.
When you feel like your brain is about to expload. When you don't want to talk to anyone. You can't.
When it feels like someone punched you in the stomach.
When you can feel a huge lump in your throat.
When you feel absolutly nothing at all.
Is when you feel the most.

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February 22, 2013 3:57pm UTC

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ImmaBeWitty
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December 22, 2012 2:36pm UTC

my theory is that these
moments of
impact, these flashes of high
intesity THat
completely turn our lives
upsidə down ,
actually end up defining who we are.

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missperfect1129
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December 21, 2012 12:07am UTC

I want to be for you what you never
let me be and I want you to be what
you've been afraid all your life
to become.
I want to kiss you, and kiss you again,
and kiss you so many times our lips
are raw and red and throbbing with
overuse.
I want to hear your name said with
accents, so many new tongues all
across the silly globe we spin upon
and I want to know what mine sounds
like in yours when you say it through
fear, and elation and apprehension
and calm and the complete and total
cessation of worry.
I want you, you and only you for the
rest of me, me and always me.
I want you to want me.

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psychosis*
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December 21, 2012 12:00am UTC

There's always something to look at if you open your eyes.

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BlackButterflies
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December 19, 2012 10:59pm UTC

To end is to start,
to surrender is to know.
Despair and depression,
together they grow.
Hope shall meet the hopeless
when there's nowhere else to go.
- the suicide note of Misao Fujimura,
which he wrote written directly onto
the trunk of a tree minutes before
committing suicide.

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Melrose*
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December 19, 2012 5:23pm UTC

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coolata
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December 18, 2012 4:02pm UTC

Tomorrow will be exactly 2 months
Since of my good friends passed away. He was only 17 years old.. This quote goes out to him, because he was such a great person. He deserves to be remembered. Recognized. Honored.
RIP handsome

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Yourbeautiful*
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December 18, 2012 4:51pm UTC

I don't talk about my past,
..for a reason.

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KT_143
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December 18, 2012 5:20pm UTC

Speak Up
How do you expect people to know what's wrong if you hide your problems?

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misshyfr
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December 18, 2012 5:05pm UTC

They left reality for the dream
Because they lost whats real.
They want to be talked about,
Yet they complain about the rumors.
They crave being the center of attention,
But they complain about never being alone.
They say they don't want to be mean,
But they make fun of every single kid that passes
by.
They make the rest of the world feel low,
Because they're on the high of being known.

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Iron
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December 18, 2012 5:44pm UTC

It's so difficult to describe [depression] to someone who's never been there, because it's not sadness. I know sadness. Sadness is to cry and to feel. But it's that cold absence of feeling - that really hollowed out feeling. That's what Dementors are.
-J.K. Rowling.

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Yourbeautiful*
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December 17, 2012 6:00pm UTC

Every 40 seconds
someone commits suicide.
Every 41 seconds
someone is left to make sense of it all

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ForeverAlone69
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December 17, 2012 6:35pm UTC

I believe that we are who we choose to be.
Nobody is going to come and save you.
You've got to save yourself.
Nobody is going to give you anything.
You've got to go out and fight for it.
Nobody knows what you want, except you.
And nobody will be as sorry as you if you don't get it.
So don't give up on your dreams

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purplerox2010
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December 17, 2012 6:20pm UTC

6-7 year olds should be worried about which friends they're going to play with on the playground..
not which friends' funeral they'll attend first..

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