i swear, you're doing it on p u r p o s e .
tormenting me. you just have to be so amazing, so gorgeous, so generous, so
intelligent, and so athletic, don't you? ahh, it's been about two weeks since i've
talked to you! that's healthy for me! but nope, i finally see you again in the halls.
we just pass by, hardly looking at each other, just barely acknowledging the
other. oh. my. god. my heart pounds wildly, and i have this sudden a d r e n a l i n e
rush. it's like i want to run up to you, full-speed, from the [ other end ] of our school
and give you a big hug. i can barely r e s i s t anymore, darling! i know it's scary, to
both of us, probably, but i need you. so, so much! and when i see you, the feelings
are indescribable! i need you and i can't have you and i'm terrified and i'm lost. i'm
not sure i like these feelings, but loving you is like a giant bandaid over them all.
explains everything! </3