truth is...
i miss my ex
i suck at school
i have no friends
my parents think i'm a disappointment
i hate my life
and honestly, i cant handle it
when i was little i couldn't understand
why people would hurt themselves purposely
now i understand
i never wanted to be emo or a cutter or that depressed girl nobody wants to even be near
and i've tried hard not to cause harm to myself
but to be honest about it, i have my breakdowns every once in a while
recently, there have been three times that i've scratched my wrist to the point of bleeding
and last year i marked up my wrist with a safety pin
the marks aren't quite gone yet and i'm not sure they ever will be but i plan to stop being so upset all the time
so, if anyone reading this causes harm to themselves, i understand but really, you have to stop
i'm sure anyone in your life would tell you the same
but maybe they don't because they don't think it'll help or they've given up or they just dont know
*be happy*