this is that last thing i wanna say to you _*
i know that we won't ever really be close again, and that hurts more
than you know. But all I can really ask for right now, is for you to be
a decent person. Maybe even a *decent friend* . Because I need
somethin,anything I just need some ounce of hope that things will
look up for us again, that we haven't lost everything. Because right now
all I have are memories, which hurt to remember, knowing that I won't
ever have them back. I wonder if you know how much this hurts for me,
to go each day without you, to see you not care. And there are days,
just moments, when I think that maybe this day will be different,
and maybe things are turning around, but those are just moments
that fade away quickly. And I know that in the long run, I know you'll
never be there. You will never be there for me again. And that hurts,
because no matter what, I have, and will always be there for you
ugh just ventin; my boyfriend and i
were together for two years and we
just recently broke up. it ended badly
and i just needed to get things off my
chest. hate it if you want ... <l3