here's to being lied to *
to being walked on , used , promised something and fed bullshit.
here's to seeing the best in him ;
not believing he could possibly be as awful as he turned out to be
here's to trusting over & over & over again
because you really wanted to believe what he did was a mistake
that he's changed . . </3 . . he won't change
the way he is and was is the way he always will be .
if he lies to you ; he doesn't feel you're good enough to hear the truth
if he plays you , you don't mean enough for him to be just with you
breaking a promise means he's okay with disappointing you.
he knows what he's doing when he's doing it . he knows what will
hurt you and he does it anyway . as much as he says he does ,
he doesn't really care about you . here's to him saying he's sorry .
with him , it's one of those words said so many times it doesn't
even sound like a word anymore . the only reason why he's sorry
is because he was caught in his lie.
e x c u s e s . m e a n . n o t h i n g .
nothing he could possibly come up with could fix what he did ;
n o w t a k e t h i s a s a l e s s o n l e a r n e d
let him go & move on