The worst thing to go through?
it's when you're all lone in your room. at three in the morning and everything you do seems to hurt more and more. and you don''t know what to do anymore. so you listen to sad songs curl up in a ball and just let everything out. and hoping no one hears you. hoping no one catches you, thinking you're weak. hold your hand over your mouth trying not to let out a sound. thinking late at night how he'll never want me anymore. I mean nothing to him at this point. that you're not good enough..
That's what hurts the most..